So, the past couple of weeks have been different. Quite different. Some days good, some days bad.

We went to London to Lunar (Lunatic as I like to call it) House to get Jamies limited leave to remain visa changed to indefinate leave to remain. We spent £1,095 and 3+ hours in Lunatic house.

We also spent some time at the Temple, which was good. I got to see 2 people that I know from when I was in London.

Jamie and I didn’t always get on which was surprising as I was feeling better than I had done. I also noticed a bit that Jamie wasn’t doing as good as she usually was.

I am planning on going back to work soon as my SSP has run out from work and I would have to leave work and sign on for benefits. Something that I don’t want to do and something that would set us back financially. The thought of going back is making me quite anxious. Work has said they will work with me to help me – which is a good thing.

I also got turned down for a job that I interviewed for on Monday (19th July). I tried not to let it bother me too much, but it has done. It has knocked my confidence again.

I think I am back on a level playing field regards to the medicines. I think I may need other medications to help. My mood has levelled out and not getting any better.

I guess I will have to call and see if I can have an earlier appointment with my psychiatrist.